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Feeling the spirit
Overcoming a heartbreaking story shared by too many, a Pennsport man moved past a life of drugs and crime to bring healing across his hometown.

Many look to increase the spirit of giving throughout the area during the holidays, but the truth of the matter is, people need a helping hand year-round. Shawn Lawler, of Third and Gladstone streets, is determined to spread good vibes up and down local streets as fast as possible.

“What we do is we go on the block and we set up water slides and a moon bounce. We have a street fair, raffle for the kids. We give out prizes from the Sixers, Flyers, wherever I get donations from,” Lawler said.

The long-time resident had been a delinquent since his teen years. Happily, the story took a sharp U-turn in 2003 when — though it was not his first trip to jail — a man spreading the Word of the Lord reached into Lawler’s heart and made a permanent change.

“I started doing this because the Lord Jesus put it in my spirit. It’s unbelievable how Jesus Christ is,” Lawler said. “I want to give back to South Philly.”

Give back he has, including four block fairs: May 16 on the 300 block of Gladstone; June 27 on the 2500 block of American Street; Aug. 22 on the 300 block of Winton Street; and Oct. 31 on the 2600 block of Sheridan Street.

“We’re building a relationship with the people on the street. We are there for seven hours and, if they need help or counseling, we can talk to them,” Lawler, who is aided by volunteers and local vendors, said. “Drug addicts, we can take them off the street, we got places for that. GED, job firms, we place them in contact with the access center.”

Lawler keeps tabs on the many people he makes contact with, including one homeless-man-turned-cinematographer he met.

“When I did one of the outreaches they wanted me to come back to the block,” Lawler said. “I have to move. We have to reach more people.”

Though three of the prior fairs were threatened by inclement weather, someone was looking out for Lawler and the events went off without a hitch. The coming cold months will keep block events on hold until the warmer weather rolls around, but Lawler will not be idle.

“I’m gonna have an event, but it’s not gonna be a street block thing ’cause it’s cold out there,” Lawler said. “I’m having a Jesus birthday party on Dec. 22 at a barbershop. We will talk about Christmas and pray for people and just see people.

“It will be on the corner of Third and Tree. It’s going to be about 7 p.m. until whenever.”

The coming new year brings the promise of more time for Lawler to reach out and touch more lives.

“I can have one every two weeks, hit as many people as I can,” Lawler said of plans to take over area blocks with increasing frequency in ’10. “Next year, it’s gonna be a real good mission.”

Lawler lives across the street from his childhood home with his two daughters, ages 14 and 16.

But it was not always this way.

“I almost lost the kids twice to DHS [Department of Human Services]. Now I have full custody,” the proud father said.

His battle began at 14 when the South Philadelphia High School, 2101 S. Broad St., student began experimenting with cocaine. However, Lawler recalls stealing from local stores before he ever dabbled in drugs.

“My dad had a job. He worked for Oscar Mayer. It was just the way I was,” Lawler said of his upbringing.

Cocaine usage gave way to a plethora of other drugs, as well as dealing and crime. And, as is often the case, hanging with a crowd into that scene brought dangerous situations.

“Actually, in 1989, I was a professional car thief. I used to go hunting day and night,” Lawler said.

His lifestyle brought him to death’s door when an argument left him with three stab wounds to his heart.

The trauma, which he survived with no lasting impact, wasn’t enough to keep him on the straight and narrow. Sept. 1, ’01, became the day of reckoning.

“I stabbed someone and I was suppose to do 15 years. I got out in five months,” Lawler said.

Lawler attributes the miraculous circumstances of the case to intervention by a higher power — the very same one he devotes every minute of his life to now.

“I haven’t been back to jail, been clean right now for three years. [I was using] everything. I was up to six packs of cigarettes a day,” Lawler, who encourages his daughters to follow his newly directed life, said.

The once welfare- and Supplemental Security Income-dependent Lawler now holds down a job with the city’s Department of Licenses & Inspections boarding up houses. Currently focused on the Northeast, he has been working for the anti-blight initiative Community Life Improvement Program (CLIP) cutting trees and grass — ironically spending time near a prison he once only saw from the inside.

“I was in there in 1989, in there for a couple months. I want to set these guys on fire, with the Holy Ghost fire,” Lawler, who has spent time speaking with current inmates, said.

The focus right now is on his hometown — a space Lawler feels is inundated with narcotics.

“People are awesome,” Lawler said. “People in prison, they’re lost, they need hope.”

Luckily, Lawler gets a helping hand by many in the area.

“Brooks, they have blessed me so much. I fed a couple hundred people,” Lawler said of the wholesale meat distributor at 3445 S. Front St. “They gave me hamburgers, hot dogs, macaroni salad. I told them what I was doing and I’m trying to help out people and anything left over we are going to give everything away.”

Brooks Provisions is joined by the Philly Soft Pretzel Factory and United Check Cashing — both at Third and Oregon Avenue — in their charitable efforts.

“I don’t ask them for any money. I say whatever you can do, whatever the Lord puts in your heart,” Lawler said.

Future plans include instituting weekly Bible study on blocks that host daylong fairs. Lawler also hopes to put his lifetime struggle in book form in the near future, to try and reach people beyond local borders, with ideas about a documentary percolating, as well.

In line with keeping his daughters on the right track, Lawler has aspirations of turning the tide on the streets of Philadelphia

“Basically, I just want to make people happy, to help people out ’cause it’s not just about drugs — people are depressed and everything. I was depressed …” Lawler said. “We are trying to get glory in South Philly … It’s going to be great.”

For more information on Shawn Lawler’s works or to donate, e-mail southphillywarrior@yahoo.com or call 215-910-5527.